The roses sit apon her desk,
The closest to her heart,
I wonder why she doesn't have,
To even play the part.
She is flawless in her beauty,
And charming in her ways,
Yet similar are all his traits,
A seamless flirt he plays.
I fear for her lustful 'outbursts',
That she will be alone,
Once the 'fun' is over and done,
Michelle* he will disown.
Sadly I am becoming,
An ugly green-eyed beast,
Because that love I want to feel,
On emotions I do feast.
A sweet and sexy guy I want,
An interest in me back,
This thing she has and I will not,
For cuteness I do lack.
I've tried to go the way of lies,
Be someone I am not,
Bu
Caught Up in the Moment by NotWorthMyTime, literature
Literature
Caught Up in the Moment
The kindness in your voice,
You always know just what to say,
To help guide me through life,
Or just clear up a rainy day.
To be close to you seems sinful,
Yet to great to be at fault,
To be held by you, or in your arms,
Puts time at a standing halt.
Some might call it obsession,
But I turn and shake my head,
Without you life seems pointless,
Without you I feel dead.
I'm caught up in the moment,
This torrent wave of love,
And though this may fade, and fall away,
Right now I'm high above
The sky was ablaze,
With the fire of dawn,
The mystique of the blue midnight moon,
Was but gone.
Frost littered the ground,
Like diamonds or jewels,
Challenging the heat of the sky,
Poor doomed fools.
The countryside seemed,
To be still, no one stirred,
All to be awoken by the call,
Of one bird.
Can't speak,
Can't get out the words,
Hate can't leak.
Can't vent,
No one to care enough,
Truth bent.
Can't express,
Will anyone ever hear my cries?
Too depressed.
Can't explain,
To hard to tell, truth hurts,
Filled with pain.
My eyes bleed tears of sadness,
To be so far away,
But the distance in between us,
Does'nt keep my heart at bay.
I dream to cry a river,
A salty stream of tears,
That pours from pure emotion,
My thoughts, my hopes, my fears.
If I could build a simple boat,
Constructed of love, and sealed with devotion,
Could it withstand the river's wild flows,
That mimic the raging ocean?
Could I row it to you?
Into your securing hold?
Like a warm inviting docking place,
Away from constant fear and cold.
You know the damned have awoken,
From their peaceful sleeping,
When that warm breeze slides,
From the south to your greeting,
When the sight of the dark,
Heightens anticipation,
And the temptation of sin,
Overrides want for salvation.
When an ominous shiver,
Crawls up your back,
To occupy a place in your mind,
Sensibility you lack.
When you feel something staring,
And hear in your head,
Voices and callings,
From things gone and dead.
With an urge for rebellion,
And hate in your heart,
You travel through darkness,
Your eyes swiftly dart.
Angst, curiosity, hates, thrills,
Keeping you walking,
Despite the sense
Hate_Love :epic simile: by NotWorthMyTime, literature
Literature
Hate_Love :epic simile:
Like a fire burns a forest to ash,
Like a bullet through a heart does dash,
Hate spreads and wrecks all in its path,
Flying quickly and causing death.
Like a cool refreshing rain,
Sent to quench and ease ones pain,
Love does cover over hate,
Enters a life, and brightens fate.
Jealousy :epic simile: by NotWorthMyTime, literature
Literature
Jealousy :epic simile:
And as I looked upon her,
I saw it in her eyes,
A jealousy that was once in me,
She tried in vain to disguise.
Like a greedy monster sleeping,
In her heart and soul,
That wakens at such horrid times,
A rotten, gruesome part in whole.
Current Residence: Washington Favourite genre of music: Any kind of Rock, Punk, Metal. Favourite photographer: Josh Gates (*jsg) MP3 player of choice: iPOD baby. i-fucking-POD Favourite cartoon character: Gir - Invader Zim Personal Quote: This is way to intellectual for my saturday night...
I realized how amazingly kick ass DA is when you have a subscription. It really quite alot better than not having a subscription. Not like i am ever on to use one, but for all of you who are really into this thing... its worth the 13$ a year (or whatever it is). trust me.
oh man, lifes still a bitch. Im rather tired right now im not going to lie to you guys. this weekend was pretty amazing, with the exception of a few instances. but i am exhausted.
Happy holloween by the way, becuase its tomorrow and everything.
uh ya. so. i have some pics that i want to put up, but its really quite alot of effort, so until really really feel the need to d
Ok, so, heres the earth...
No. Just kidding. Thats a funny flash though. All those cool kids out there will know what im talking about.
So pretty much the only reason that i am even writing this is becuase Inness siad she would kill me if i didnt. And ya, i kinda was starting to feel left out, a little neglectied by the DA community. Ha ha. As if i didnt have a life. Wait, wait. OH ya, i dont. Oh my lord its too early in the morning to try and be functional. Functioning? Im done talking...
No really though. I have been doing things. I have a photography class at Woodinville High that i am very very into. I love it so much. Im pretty positi
Oh man... talk about having homesickness.
Ive been gone for ever, but im home, and so so so happy to be here. I have been horse showing all summer. Some have been good some have been bad. Its tough sleepin in hotels every week and missing the hell out of your freinds.
I have been managing to stay in trouble despite the horse shows. Thankfully not acctually in trouble like been caught, but into enough trouble that if i was caught... well... lets just let them think that im innocent.
Im 17 now. Dont get all to excited at once, ha ha. I had the most boring b-day ever, but im home for 2 weeks so that all will change.
I have done absolutely no